How can I open my heart to you if all I see is lies, deceit, pain and regret in your eyes. I want to love you but I can't do that if I can't see it in your eyes. A relationship is about communication and compromise not about just giving the other person what they want or what you think they want to hear. I know that when you open your heart to someone you are suppose to pick up their extra baggage and their family but if I can't trust you. How can I pick up your baggage and your family? Relationships is about loyalty, love, compassion, trust and friendship.
I want to be able to love you and give your my heart but I have a broken and damaged heart. It needs to be taken care of with tender, love and care. However, your eyes tell me otherwise it makes me want to run away. Never looking back but my heart won't let me do that because I love you to much to run away. Plus I am tried of running away from my problems but baby trust me when I say I am never to old to put my foot down and say what I am feeling. Right now I just want to bash you on the head with a bat for being so stubborn. But I can't do that because once again I love you to much.
Relationships are consumed of two people not three or more. Baby I want you and only you, I am not quite sure that you want that. I hear what you are saying but show me prove it to me. Show me that you love me, show me that you care, show me that I mean something to you. Stop telling me because your words don't mean anything to me. I need actions baby show me what I am to you and how much I am to you. I want to be your wife but that means that I need to show you what you mean to me in my life and vice versa.
I leave it with this. A relationship is made of you and I which makes it an us, we and/or an our thing. It will no longer be just an I, me, or myself thing, that is when it becomes an issue and it begins to tore what you once love. Don't be selfish or self-centered when you have a good man or woman by your side. Learn to love them with all your heart and never hurt the one you say you love. You don't love someone if you're willing to hurt them.
An embattled heart cannot love wholeheartedly. Pray to God or whoever your higher being may be that He heals the "brokenness" in your heart. You deserve to have love in it's fullest my dear.
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I know the battles you have encountered here in Florida since you've been here. I know that you are a very loving person and you deserve someone who is going to love and except you for yourself. All I know is that I love you like my own kid and I treat you like you are mine. I would like to see you have everything you want from this world .
ReplyDeleteIt's been days that I thought all would come to an end but I kept praying and believing in god.
ReplyDeleteLove is something that should come naturally. When it becomes a battle for one or both persons involved, it doesn't worth the pain. Or it's not just the right time. Some men need to fly solo before they realize what they want or who they love. If you think he's the "one", then ride solo a swell. If it 's meant to be , it will be.
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